On Sunday, dreamed of an orange car, parked by the cliff, waves crashing the shore, it was Hana beach in Maui, I had driven my convertible and saw the orange car. I pulled a stop and a quick illegal U-turn and headed to the other way. Woke up and I was shivering. shaking non stop.
On Monday late afternoon, rapid footsteps walking towards my gym, all I sudden, I heard a voice whispering, "Baby I'm crazy about you." I stopped suddenly. Paralyzed and shocked, I started to tremble uncontrollably, barely pulled out my cigarette and lid it up, and took a bit deep puff before I could stop my trembling.
Yes, he did a number on me.
He did such a number on me, he got to me.
No one has ever gotten to me as he did.
No one got me as he did.
No one made me feel the way he did.
Yet I can't be in touch with him.
I can't because that's a road to hell.
Never once did I realize that when love goes wrong, you are broken. Spiritually and physically. A mess. A total mess.
No one could repair you. No one could heal you.
Those sudden memories, surge of history, come back to haunt you just as you tried to move on.
I don't know where my life goes from here, but I do know, I'm alive. I have loved, once again, but lost, and broken.
On Monday late afternoon, rapid footsteps walking towards my gym, all I sudden, I heard a voice whispering, "Baby I'm crazy about you." I stopped suddenly. Paralyzed and shocked, I started to tremble uncontrollably, barely pulled out my cigarette and lid it up, and took a bit deep puff before I could stop my trembling.
Yes, he did a number on me.
He did such a number on me, he got to me.
No one has ever gotten to me as he did.
No one got me as he did.
No one made me feel the way he did.
Yet I can't be in touch with him.
I can't because that's a road to hell.
Never once did I realize that when love goes wrong, you are broken. Spiritually and physically. A mess. A total mess.
No one could repair you. No one could heal you.
Those sudden memories, surge of history, come back to haunt you just as you tried to move on.
I don't know where my life goes from here, but I do know, I'm alive. I have loved, once again, but lost, and broken.
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